I was so excited to start my program. Unfortunately, I got a little bad news. Nothing too critical, but it’s deflated my sail a bit. I thought I was finally debt free… It was such a weight off my mind, shoulders, etc. I found out I actually have 2 more months of payments I had no idea about. Another two months of struggling…another two months of the stress it took to manage every month that I finally thought was gone! Urghhhh!
It’s not earth shattering, but I don’t feel much of anything right now.. Just kind of numb. Then on top of it I realize what idiots I deal with when they plop petty bullshit in my lap without any sensitivity to my feelings. So, many I think are friends… Are not friends at all. Instead of support they’re the type that will correct your grammar or spelling in my post. Or, others I have supported – – don’t even ask how I am.
At the end of the day I don’t lose sleep over it. I am used to being strong and have learned to only count on myself. I will bounce back in a week or so and get started again, after I give myself a little time out. Because right now…I don’t give a fiddlers fuck.